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What am i supposed to do?

Warning: This blog is a vent. I need to get some thoughts out but don't really have anywhere else to put them. I can already tell it's going to be negative but hopefully I'll be able to see the positive once I'm done venting. Here goes... Life is so frustrating!! I'm just really sick of so many things going wrong. I'm trying so hard to be patient and charitable but sometimes I wonder if life just keeps throwing me challenges just to make me break. It's like me and life are playing bloody knuckles and I keep getting hit because I'm afraid to hit life back. I don't want to be negative or rude or anything like that, but sometimes it seems like the trials are going to keep piling up until I finally break and be the negative person I don't want to be! I'm trying so hard to keep a positive attitude, but I can't just keep smiling when everything keeps falling apart. It's unbearable. You might be wondering what could be so bad and I'll ad...

Lots of Little Thoughts

It's been a little while since I last had anything fun to say. Sad to say, it will still be a while until I come up with something "fun" but I figured I should write something on here before I start losing all my dedicated readers. :) Actually, I'm sick (possibly Swine Flu) and have nothing better to do on this beautiful Sunday afternoon where I'm stuck inside and self-quarantined in my own room. I need to apply for EFY... nevermind, the application doesn't open until November 6. I'll have to add that to my calendar. Done. Moving on... Not a lot has happened over the past few months. School has started and is moving along, with or without me. My classes are relatively boring. Either I have a really cool teacher and a boring class or I have a really boring teacher and a boring class. The material just isn't reaching out and grabbing my attention. We'll see if my grades show it at the end of the semester, btu I think they'll turn out okay. I'...